THE TRUTH - DAY 19

This is a little bit of a different blog post today and I definitely didn't expect to write all of this, but here goes.




Everyday I fight with myself about what I want to do in life. I feel that I definitely should be blogging but I just stress about how long it's going to take me to become a full-time blogger or how am I going to be a full-time blogger. I stress to much about the little things and let myself get into my mind way to much!


I'm not usually into telling people this but I am currently on anti-depressant medication. I don't like to say I have depression, because I hate that word and I think it's a cop out. I can have off days where I can't explain my emotions but I have never ever called myself depressed. It is something I want to work through and eventually get off this medication because I feel like I rely on it to much. If you have ever taken anti-depressants, your body knows exactly when you need to take them because you feel this sudden feeling of gloom. It might not be like that for everyone, but it happens to me a lot.


I wish I could get hold of these emotions, because it is not doing me nor my relationship any favours. I can't believe i'm actually writing this, because to be honest it feels a little embarrassing. You feel like you're suppose to have your shit together and I really don't feel like I do. If someone else understands this, can relate or just wants to tell me i'm not the only crazy one, feel free to comment below or email me at
ashleyzoemua@gmail.com


To lighten things up, I have still attached my outfit for today. SUPER casual & comfortable on another rainy day. I'm wearing my usual black jeans & I stole Tyler's grey singlet to wear over my black top, thanks babe!



Shoes|Havaianas - Jeans|Just Jeans - Singlet|Tyler's


Check out yesterdays outfit!



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